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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
My Complicated Life
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Sunday, February 1, 2009
My Complicated Life
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I want to include a girl in my post. I don't actually know everything but I will try to state all the things that I know about her. You see, I still can't accept the fact that my boyfriend made up with her. I know the reason why he did that but I can't help myself from comparing her to me. He used the girl so his family would stop saying bad things against me. But he didn't think that it would only make the situation worse. The day he broke up with the girl was my birthday. In the evening, they met up. The girl was with her friends and they were all drank. She asked two of her male friends to hit my boyfriend. I still want to crush her because of what she did.
Her name's Eunice. She turned 14 last month and she's my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend as well. I shouldn't be this mad since I'm 4 years older than her. But whatever. Their relationship started when they were still in grade 6 and ended right before the following school year started. She's currently a 2nd year high school student studying at Pooc National High School. The school's just several blocks away from her home. My boyfriend too leaves somewhat near that school. YES. They are neighbors. But they rarely see each other in the neighborhood. This girl often slacks off. She cuts classes to drink with her friends while I can't even afford to be late or absent from class even when I'm sick. She always fails her subjects. And I don't understand why most teens today can't or don't pass. I may not be on the Dean's List (probably because my former Math teacher is such an asshole) but still I get high grades. My average was never lower than 85 and that's more than enough for a girl like me who barely studies. She's into drinking, smoking, and even marijuana. I was even shocked when I found that out. How can a little girl like her be into such malevolent things? Okay, I drink. I drink only when I think I have to. But I don't drink more than 3 shots. I hate the taste of alcohol and its smell as well. But that girl drinks almost everyday and I find it so terrible. If my boyfriend ends up with her, I don't think they'll have a bright future.
I've seen the girl twice. Actually we did hang out for 2 consecutive days. I made friends with her and treated her like a younger sister. My younger sister is even two years older than her. I didn't know that she talked behind my back til my boyfriend told me. We argued through text messaging and she was so ill-mannered. She said a lot of filthy things I never thought a girl like her could say. "Grabe. Ang bastos niya," was my first reaction then. She even called me CHEAP. LOL she dared to. She's the one who's cheap, not me. She always called me ugly and dumb.. Who was talkin again?? OH, THE SLUT.
I am not insecure. I'm absolutely better than her in a lot of ways. But I'm definitely jealous that my boyfriend had spent time with her. He had to make all the people believe that he was really dating her. That hurt me a lot. It actually still hurts. Just the thought of your boyfriend being in the arms of another girl can KILL you.
The fact that she's simple while I'm not is actually assaulting me. His family doesn't like me for a bunch of reasons. His mom lived in our place when she was still single. They moved out when she got married to his dad. So basically our families and relatives know one another. There are a lot of rumors about me that my envious neighbors created to ruin my reputation. Until now, his family think I'm a bad influence, that I am a drunkard and a chainsmoker, that I always hang out at night and go home early in the morning. That's BULLSHIT. That's the total opposite. They all want me to look simple. They hate it when they see me wearing sexy clothes especially short shorts. They despise me because I wear make up. But being me isn't a bad thing. Just so they'd like me, I've refrained from wearing make up and sexy clothes. I still wear short shorts for they are all that I have right now. I don't have a fuckin idea where to buy long shorts that'd suit me.
Just in case you're interested, I've put up a few pictures of Eunicel that I found cute. Most of her pictures are just rubbish lol.
Here are mine:
Should I really be jealous of her??
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Our speech class requires all of us AB Ling&Lit I students to present a DJ and VJ presentation for the Finals. She will be listening to the DJ presentation alone while the whole class will see each student's VJ presentation. I still don't have any idea what song to use or what script to say in my presentations. I both love emo rock and RnB so I'm kinda confused at the moment. Anybody wanna suggest me on what song to introduce? A friend of mine is working at a radio station as a DJ so I can ask help from him on the script.
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Nothing special happened today. It's more like the other ordinary boring days. I woke up eminently early coz I had 2 Word documents to print to submit in my Computer class. I got on ym then and had the incidental chance to talk with my longest time ex-boyfriend. We don't normally talk on ym or on other messengers, sites, or even through texting so I was highly shocked when he replied to my instant message. He said he wanted me back. Seriously, 
I need to have at least 1.8 in the finals. Oh well. Wish me luck. 
This is just a quick post coz I still got a lot of homeworks to do.
